The Ward Read online

  DEDICATION

  For my mom and dad and grandparents

  CONTENTS

  Dedication

  Prologue

  Part One

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Part Two

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Part Three

  Chapter 40

  Chapter 41

  Chapter 42

  Chapter 43

  Chapter 44

  Chapter 45

  Chapter 46

  Chapter 47

  Chapter 48

  Chapter 49

  Chapter 50

  Chapter 51

  Epilogue

  Author’s Notes

  About the Author

  Back Ads

  Credits

  Copyright

  About the Publisher

  PROLOGUE

  This is no ordinary flea-bitten day—not for me, it ain’t.

  The other kids don’t know that, though. Which is how it’s gotta stay. If any of them found out I was going to the races, they’d tell Miss Nale on me and I’d get stuck washing dishes for a week.

  Just go to sleep already, I whine from under the industry-standard I’d-rather-be-cold-than-itchy blanket. Getting the girls in the corner to quit their gabbing and conk out has got to be harder than scoring extra rainwater rations in this joint.

  Even after Miss Nale left the second time around, their machine-gun giggling kept right on.

  Boys. That’s all it ever is. Well, let them waste those perfectly good heartbeats.

  If my heart’s gotta beat itself to death, I’d like for it to go out with a bang.

  Or, at the very least, a checkered racing flag.

  Another thirty minutes, and I hear the healthy kids’ telltale easy breathing. Ten more after that to make sure it’s for real. The girl next to me snores slightly, her whole body slumped and buried under the covers.

  Four months ago, she walked into a room full of empty beds and chose the one next to mine. Then she started sitting with me at mealtimes. Then free time. I never talk to her, but she keeps on trying. Always chipper. Odd, too, rummaging around abandoned buildings looking for copper pennies to give away.

  She seems nice enough, and that’s exactly why I don’t get attached.

  Kids like Aven, they don’t last long in an orphanage. Not with so many parents losing their own to the Blight. Provided she keeps herself from getting sick, she’ll be out of here, adopted in a minute, guaranteed. And if she does catch it . . . well, it’s still a quick turnaround. Dying will do that.

  I learned early on, it’s best to keep to yourself. Everyone leaves eventually.

  Except for me, of course. I’m the lucky one who gets to watch everyone else go.

  Slow moving, I slip out of bed. Bare feet against the floor make me want to yelp—it’s always a bitter cold—but I keep my trap shut. Can’t have anyone waking. On the floor between my bed and Aven’s are her leather clogs, filled to the brim with pennies.

  She could sell those things. People love buying pennies ’cause they make nice thank-you gifts. Like giving someone a bit of luck to show you’re grateful for something.

  I consider taking one—

  Nah. Who am I kidding? I don’t need luck.

  I do, however, need some water, I realize, eyeing the canteen next to her shoes. She always shares her rainwater rations anyway. One swig, I think, uncorking the bottle and downing two instead. I’ll need the extra boost for tonight. Tomorrow, assuming I make it back, I’ll thank her.

  I put the canteen down on the floor and head for the window—my escape route to the races. As I slink past, Terrence opens one eye.

  Don’t say nothing. You better not say nothing, Ter. He wants to be a racer too, someday. He’d understand what I’m about to do, but I still freeze, like in that dumb game.

  He winks, and closes his eye.

  Good boy.

  I tiptoe on. One of the girls in the corner wheezes, stops me dead in my tracks. I hold in my air out of habit. The virus starts just like that, before you get the tumors.

  Bet she’ll be gone, off to the sickhouse, by the time I get back.

  I plug up my nose and keep walking, though I’ve been in this place thirteen years, without even a sniffle to my name. Miss Nale used to wonder how I never got sick.

  “I don’t breathe no germs, that’s how.” That’s what I’d say.

  I didn’t know it, but I was wrong.

  Just yesterday, Nale sent me to see the orphanage doctor for being “too healthy.” Apparently my not dying was cause for suspicion. Rightly so, as it turns out, ’cause according to Dr. Hartigan, I got something funny in my blood that makes me immune. To the Blight. At first, I thought that meant I was gonna die. I started bugging out, and then the doctor explained: Turns out I’m not gonna die. Not from the virus, anyway.

  Still, I keep my nose plugged until I’m able to lift up the window through the bars and inhale the grimy, salty city air.

  One of the girls squeals from behind.

  Good grief, don’t they ever sleep? I think, whipping around.

  “Ren! I knew it!”

  Faster than a racing Omni, Aven rushes me, her white-blond hair glowing in the dark. “It’s been you making that scratching noise every night, hasn’t it?” she asks, squinting as she clutches my bicep.

  I flinch—she’s digging her fingers right where Dr. Hartigan’s needle went.

  Her grip loosens when she sees my face pinch up. “What is it?” she asks, and grazes a finger over the leftover bruising.

  I shake her off. “Nothing.”

  I can’t tell her, or anyone, the truth. Miss Nale and the doctor both said so. He was putting my blood away in his briefcase and that’s when Nale looked at me dead serious. “Do you remember the frog from your science class last year?” she’d asked.

  I gulped hard and answered her. “We cut him open and looked at his heart.”

  Nale nodded. “He was an experiment, just like you would become. Keep your secret. Avoid the Blues—if they take a blood test and know what to look for, you’ll be at their mercy. You don’t want to be at their mercy, Ren. They have none.”

  The doctor nodded with her. Their words still give me the shakes.

  And here I thought immunity was a good thing.

  Ignoring Aven like usual, I feel around for two slits in the metal near the top and bottom of the window bars. Traded three weeks’ lunches for enough razor blades to make these cuts, but it’s going to pay off. If I can just get out of here . . .

  “Go to bed, kid,” I say finally, yanking at the loose spot I’ve kept stuck together with gum.

  “You’re leaving? For good?” Her face downs like I punched her in the gut.

  “I wish.” Once more, I tug at the bars—that gum is sticking a little too
well. “No, this time I’ll be back,” I grunt.

  She smiles, relieved. “Good,” she says quickly. “You can’t leave leave.”

  Aven places her tiny fist over mine on the pole—I don’t quite know what she’s doing, but when she nods, then I get it. Silently, I count to three for the both of us, and together we pull. The bar flies free from the frame and we stagger backward, noisy.

  “You’re welcome.” She grins, though I don’t recall saying thank you. “Where did you say you were going?”

  I raise an eyebrow. This kid’s got more nerve than I thought.

  Guess I could tell her. Someone should know where I am, just in case I die and all. “Can you keep a secret?” I ask.

  Aven claps her hands. Her extra-long sleeves stifle the sound and she nods her head, bouncy as a ball. “Tell me.”

  “The races.”

  “Ohh, no.” Her eyes go wide. “Dragsters are crazy, I’ve heard. They won’t slow if you get in their way.” When I grin but don’t answer, she says, “Ohh,” again. Then, “You’re not going to watch, are you? You’re actually racing?”

  “That I am.” I puff up some, and pull at the second bar. It’s looser than the first, thankfully. “I’ve got a mechanic waiting for me and everything.”

  “Just . . . be careful. Please don’t die.”

  I stop what I’m doing. Look at her head-on. “Aven?” I say, thinking of the science class frog, dead on its back. “Did you know that the heart only gets one billion beats in a lifetime?”

  Cocking her head, “Okay . . . ?”

  “Point being, I most certainly will not be careful. Now, I’m not going to be reckless either. But not going all out is the same as standing in one spot, counting down from a billion, you understand?”

  “But you’re a . . .”

  “Girl?” I finish.

  She nods.

  “True enough. Guess I need luck then,” I say, sarcastic, ignoring how I almost took one of her pennies.

  “You won’t need it,” Aven tells me matter-of-factly, and I can see she’s thinking something—her pale brows go all knotty. “If anyone can win a roofrace, it’s you. You’re the toughest, bravest person I know.”

  Then I do a double take, thinking she must not know many tough or brave people.

  Neither do I, I realize.

  She smiles and hugs her arms close to her body. “You’re gonna beat everyone. I just know it. You’ll tell me everything?”

  For a moment I forget that I’m straddling the window, one leg out in the open, and that I’m about to race for the first time ever.

  See, I always knew I could win—but to have someone else think it too?

  Always knew I liked this kid.

  “You know it,” I tell her like we’ve done this before. She beams back at me. Don’t know why I’m so surprised by the fool grin on her face.

  I swing my other leg out the window and make a jump for it, dropping down onto the fire escape. The metal clanks and I have visions of the Blues coming after me. Just as I’m about to book it, Aven’s face peeks out of the window, her long braid dangling.

  “So . . . I know you’re not going to be careful and all,” she mumbles awkwardly. “And that’s fine. But . . . could you try not to die? You see, I was sort of hoping . . . I was sort of hoping you might come around to it, being my best friend, that is. It’d be nice, don’t you think?”

  I can’t quite believe her—is that how people do it? Is that how people get to be friends? I’d sort of avoided the whole shebang. Not worth it when they get adopted and want nothing to do with you anymore, or when they die and you want nothing to do with them.

  She sees me hesitate. “It’s not like it hurts. What are you so afraid of?”

  The challenge in her voice, it’s enough to make me reconsider. Maybe she’s right. It might be nice. To try.

  Arching my neck to face her, I whisper, “Yeah, why not? We could be friends. I’ll be sure to stay alive.”

  “Yeah? Really?” she asks, disbelieving. The fool grin is back, and she squeals “thank you” about a half dozen times. “Great, ’cause I like you. It’s going to be fun, Renny. Promise.”

  Renny?

  Aven disappears through the window and just as I turn away, start the climb down, she pops her head out again.

  I pause on the ladder, waiting.

  “Good skill!” she calls down in a breathy voice.

  Now I’m the one cocking my head. “Skill?”

  “It’s the opposite of luck!” With that, she throws me an excited wave, and tosses me a penny, before disappearing again into the dorm.

  I like that, I think, rolling the penny along my fingers.

  Good skill.

  Atop the roof of the Empire Clock, right where my mechanic told me to meet him before the races, I jump from drainage pipe to drainage pipe. Up here it’s a tangled knot of them, built when the United Metro Islets was part of a state, and the state was part of a country, and everyone was paying money to someone else, and no one liked it.

  A heavy wind sucker punches me to the left—I stumble onto the copper-plated rainwater collection panels. Glad no one’s watching, I think, kicking my boots against the puke-green metal and looking out at the skyline. Most of the buildings are pretty ugly. But standing tall, like a steel seven-layer cake—the Chrysler.

  She’d be fun to race on, for sure.

  To pass the time, I try and imagine what the Ward was like pre–Wash Out, before ocean levels rose and contaminated underground fresh. Asphalt roads instead of canals, and none of our boardwalks or suspension bridges mazing through the city. People driving cars. On land, not water. Even traveling underground.

  I can’t begin to picture it, though. Everything is too different.

  Where is he?

  It’s just me and the wind, and the boxy, concrete buildings rising up from the canals. I’m not nervous being up here alone, but I don’t much like waiting around. Ain’t like I’m about to leave, though; it took me nearly six months to hunt this guy down. Benson “Benny” Gates, the only outsider to win at the races. He don’t live in the Ward—a West Isler, born and bred—but he owns a garage on Mad Ave where he hardly works.

  No one, not even the Blues, wants to come to the Ward since the Blight got bad.

  I look across the Hudson Strait, beyond the Ward to the West Isle, and I scowl. That’s his home, in all its perfect, electric glory. I try not to think less of him for it. Shiny skyscrapers touch the sky, built after the Wash Out for wealthy refugees. Some are even brimming over with light . . . at this hour.

  Makes me want to eat my fist. I hate them for it. Who are they to have everything? They can afford black market bottles of Upstate fresh for the price of a kidney. Don’t even have the cancer virus over there. No need to funnel rainwater off their rooftops.

  And all they did was get born on the right side of the Strait.

  Why do we get the short end of the stick?

  It ain’t fair.

  The clock gongs straight to my brain—I bang my hands against my ears and wait for the eleventh chime, after which Benny Gates will officially be late.

  “Renata.”

  I spin around.

  That’d be him—from across the rooftop, gruff and tough sounding. Benny may have been born on the other side, but his voice belongs here. It’s made of spark plugs and carburetors. He tried like hell to talk me out of racing, told me I was too young to get into it. I wore him down though. Showed up at his garage every day for a week and bugged him till he cried mercy. Finally, he said I had “pluck.”

  I spat on his shoe, and he laughed.

  “I’ve told you before—the name’s Ren,” I say, short. “Renata sounds like an Isle name. Can’t have my mech calling me by an Isle name. At the races, nothing would brand me worse.”

  Benny ignores me, hands clasped behind his back. “How do you feel about a quick test?” he asks, pointing to the clock tower. “You’ll have ten minutes to climb up, then down that to
wer. No pressure, I’d just like to see how your mind works.” He pauses, then chuckles. “Some pressure, perhaps. Who wants to fail their first test, am I correct?”

  My throat goes dry; I’m glad I took that swig from Aven’s canteen or I’d be crazy with thirst right now. Maybe I am nervous.

  “What happens if I can’t do it?”

  “Nothing horrible,” Benny assures me. “Tonight’s race will be a no-go, though. We’d spend the time going over where you went wrong.”

  I swallow, and I walk to the tower. I’m racing no matter what. The tower’s no higher than fifteen feet . . . easy.

  Carefully, my fingers graze the siding, feeling for tiny cracks to dig into. Bits of concrete crumble off, and when I look to my hands, I’m shocked. They’re shaking. . . .

  I don’t shake.

  I lift myself and begin the climb.

  I pretend I’m that radioactive spider kid with supergrippy skin from old-time comics. At first it works. But no less than a minute in, the pads of my fingers go tingly and raw. I’m not used to climbing, and everything from my shoulders to my knuckles cramps. My legs have it a little better—they just burn. I keep going, and the feet drop away.

  Then I look down.

  That’s when I slip—gravity pries my fingers from the cracks. My feet kick against the wall and I suck in air. Don’t fall, don’t fall, I tell myself, and I don’t.

  A few feet higher, I feel my palms fold against a skinny ledge. Trying not to show how happy I am about that, I elbow myself over till I’m belly down on the overhang. It’s so narrow, half my body dangles off.

  Then I curse myself at what I see—

  Along the far side of the tower, someone’s stacked a pile of boxes and extra piping. Alls I had to do was climb up, instead of ripping my palms to shreds.

  Guess that’s lesson number one: scope around for the best route.

  Holding on to the overhang with one palm, I crane my neck and put the lesson to use: Still another six feet to go, with no other route to the top. And then I have to make it down.

  “Time?” I call out to Benny.

  “Six minutes.”

  It’ll take just as long to make it to the top, much less to the top and bottom. Of course, if I’d looked around to start, the climb wouldn’t have taken half as long—I’d have had those boxes to jump on.

  I could have used them to help me up the second half, too.